| And I was just about to sleep... |
[Jun. 1st, 2008|04:37 am] |
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| |  excited | ] |
OMG. I just got off the phone with Geoff Rickly!!!! What the hey!!?!?!?!!?!?
Goodnight, indeed. |
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| Sexxyyy Pelvis |
[Sep. 21st, 2007|01:01 am] |
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| |  surprised | ] |
Pete Wentz... You're hot pala????
My bad.
Hello. I held you. Hahahahahahahahahaha! |
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| Pulchritudinous Saturnine |
[Jan. 20th, 2007|10:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  tired | ] |
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| | Meg and Dia- Masterpiece | ] |
Why are some girls so naive?
He didn't unbutton your blouse to see
A better view of your heart.
Oh yeah, can't blame you for trying.
Stay awake, stay awake
Survive |
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| all kinds of crazy |
[Dec. 7th, 2006|11:12 pm] |
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| |  indescribable | ] |
I found out yesterday that Mischa Barton was supposedly in town for a day last Wednesday...
Paksheht.
Why didn't anyone tell me this sooner?? Marissa frikkin' Cooper was here!!?? She was here daw for some vague engagement with Ben Chan and Keds and whatnot. That's just all kinds of crazy! I could've seen her in the flesh!!! I could've asked her what happened to Rachel and Adam!!! Why...
Yun lang. |
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| whut. |
[May. 14th, 2006|12:57 pm] |
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| |  chipper | ] |
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| | Rihanna- SOS | ] |
alahveht.
next stop: fiamma.
mynjelads, keng, miggy... we shall meet up with rocio, isabella, cholo, inaki, erin, bianca, javi, inigo, nikki and joaqui there next weekend! it's gonna be a blast!
DOOO IIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTT.......................... |
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| random findings |
[Apr. 22nd, 2006|12:13 am] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | something corporate- letters to noelle | ] |
Three names you go by:
1. Mel
2. Melissa
3. Meling (altho i hate it)
Three screen names you have had:
1. emchavz_15
2. pinkcar55
3. emchavz
Three physical things you like about yourself:
1. Frame
2. Limbs
3. Collarbone
Three parts of your heritage:
1. Filipino
2. French
3. Vietnamese
Three things that scare you:
1. Death
2. Cockroaches
3. Failure
Three of your everyday essentials:
1. Powder
2. Water
3. Paris time :)
Three of your favorite musical artists:
1. Jack's Mannequin
2. Kelly Clarkson
3. Copeland
Three of your favorite songs:
1. "Rescued" by Jack's Mannequin
2. "Alone" by Heart
3. Canon in D Major by Johann Pachelbel
Three things you want in a relationship:
1. Fun
2. Trust
3. Not too much drama
Three lies and truths in no particular order:
1. I used to weigh 79lbs
2. I have a huge crush on Rep. Francis Escudero
3. I used to be a figure skater
Three physical things of the opposite sex that appeals you:
1. Smile
2. Them pelvis cuts (whut!?)
3. Broad shoulders
Three of your favorite hobbies:
1. Reading
2. Watching TV (be it the news, current events shows, sports, teen dramas, talk shows- heck, I'm just a sucker for TV)
3. Sleeping
Three things you want to do really badly now:
1. Study abroad & live far far away from Manila
2. Go back to Boracay
3. Go out
Three careers you're considering/you've considered:
1. Lawyer
2. Psychiatrist (when i was a wee child! haha)
3. Pro surfer (kamusta naman!)
Three places you want to go on vacation:
1. Fiji
2. Tahiti
3. Greece
Three kids' names you like:
1. Amanda
2. Isabella
3. Santino
Three things you want to do before you die:
1. Live in some exotic place like Tahiti
2. See or even meet the Pope
3. Learn to shortboard and kick ass in Oahu. YIZ!
Three ways that you're stereotypically a boy:
1. I hate drama
2. I eat whatever
3. The Godfather is my absolute favorite movie
Three ways that you're stereotypically a girl:
1. I loooooove pink!
2. I love skirts and dresses
3. I get kilig. (hahaha!)
Three celeb crushes:
1. Al Pacino (back in the first two Godfather movies)
2. Lleyton Hewitt
3. Milo Ventimiglia
dum de dum. boredom sucks. still hoping mig picks me up soon. sigh. |
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| leave |
[Mar. 28th, 2006|08:55 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  angry | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | suffer the little children | ] |
You've done way too many things that have been wrong on so many levels. You've pissed me off way too much. You've wronged me in the worst ways possible. I hate you. I never thought someone like you could do this to me. Never in a million years. I tried being indifferent to you to stop feeling so much hatred. Yet you continue to surprise me and find new (or recycled) ways to make more hatred flow through my veins.
What goes on in that sick little mind of yours? I always thought it was because you were just stupid. But now I'm thinking there's more to it than that. I can't even look at you anymore. You sicken me. The mere thought of you makes want to vomit. Over and over I forgive you for all the things you've done to me. Yet over and over you continue to fuck things up.
What is wrong with you? No, seriously.
Sledgehammer. Acid. Hatchet. Shotgun.
Whatever it takes. Just do it. |
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| i guess it's time |
[Mar. 25th, 2006|02:17 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | restless | ] |
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| | A Long December- Counting Crows | ] |
I'm graduating tomorrow.
Oh my God.
4 years have passed me by and I still have no idea what this life's about.
I mean, most of the time, things that I think about are stuff like what kind of job I'll end up with, who I'll marry, where I'll live, what my kids' names will be, imaginary shopping trips with my family- pretty much normal crap. Also known as the self-centered, self-involved and "I" specialist concerns. Here I am, hoping I'll continue living in comfort and security until I get old, imagining the amazing house my future family and I will live in, the insane shopping sprees I'll indulge in, the multilingual and gorgeous children I'll have with my hot, hot perfect husband, while most of the country suffers in inhuman circumstances.
My dad and I were driving to Ateneo today for grad rehearsal and he told me about an old man he saw along Paseo de Roxas yesterday. Papa had just parked his car in one of the Makati parking lots and was crossing the street to get to one of them flashy buildings for one of them flashy meetings when he caught a glimpse of an old man, who was probably pushing eighty, walking at a rate of about 2 inches per minute. He was in torn rags and lugging a box full of cigarettes trying to sell them in traffic. This one person helped the old cigarette vendor cross the street and that was the last my dad saw before he entered the building. After his meeting, as he exited the building, papa saw the old man again. This time, he was alone. It's sad that for a moment, I selfishly felt glad I didn't see the old man. I was glad I didn't have to feel sorry for him.
Huh. That's just great. Way to be a person for others. Way to be selfless. Way to be human.
In the environment I grew up in, I guess you can't really blame me for being confined to a bubble wherein, yeah, I occasionally involve myself in outreach programs and charity but eventually retreat back to a life of gourmet meals, airconditioning and trips to Hawaii. I don't blame my parents. They understandbly just want the best for their children. But what gets to me is that I know this is what I'm like, but I don't do anything about it.
I don't want to be self-involved forever. |
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| another level |
[Mar. 23rd, 2006|01:11 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | nothingness | ] |
Top 5 Dream Jobs:
1. Hollywood A-list actress
2. Wild On E! Host
3. Professional surfer
4. MTV New York VJ
5. Rock star in the States
Top 5 Films I'ved Watched For More Than 10 Times:
1. The Godfather
2. Mallrats
3. The Little Mermaid
4. Mean Girls
5. Empire Records
Top 5 Songs I Can Listen To Again And Again:
1. "With or Without You" by U2
2. "Rescued" by Jack's Mannequin
3. "Hear You Me" by Jimmy Eat World
4. "Seed 2.0" by The Roots
5. Canon in D Major by Johann Pachelbel
Top 5 Reasons To Watch Television:
1. Friends
2. The OC
3. Veronica Mars
4. The Simpsons
5. ANC
Top 5 Places I'd Want To Visit By The Age Of 35:
1. Fiji
2. Tahiti
3. Spain
4. Greece
5. Costa Rica
Top 5 Beverages:
1. Water
2. Green Mango Shake
3. Any fruit shake actually
4. Margaritas
5. Milk Tea
Top 5 Favorite Past Times:
1. Sleeping
2. Eating
3. Reading
4. Surfing (the ocean or the net)
5. Television (ANC?) |
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| ho-hum |
[Mar. 17th, 2006|03:02 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bored | ] |
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| | M.I.A. | ] |
Obviously the boredom is getting to me. I haven't written anything substantial in my LJ for a really long time and here I am, clearly killing time. School has long been over and done with and I haven't done anything but sleep, eat, watch the news, laguna beach and The OC and go online. Give me 2 weeks and I'll probably gain a pound (horrors!). It's ridiculously hot now and I wanna take another shower just for me to come and feel the heat again. Lovely.
Out of sheer boredom, I'm going through a weird kick and looking through baby names right now. Hey, some of the names are really pretty. Adi and I have decided to name our children ALIA. Hers Alia Samara, mine Alia Isabella. Loves it!
Just for (way into the future!) reference, some names I find pretty:
1.) Alia: Female Arabic- High. Exalted. Lofty. Sublimity.
2.) Caliana: Female Arabic- A Moorish princess for whom a splendid palace was built in Spain.
3.) Kailani: Female Hawaiian- Sea and sky.
4.) Alana: Female Hawaiian- offering.
5.) Kalea: Female Hawaiian- bright.
Preeeetty! Thomeone'th boooored! Oh well, at least there's the comm roast tonight. Time to get me out of this funk wherein I'm actually finding current events interesting. I can't believe most of the jokes my brother and I are laughing about are centered on Risa Hontiveros-Joshua Mata and PGMA-Mike Defensor. It's either I'm getting old... or... I just need a trip to the beach. Whut!?
Boracay. Yiz! |
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| hoopla |
[Feb. 27th, 2006|02:56 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | disappointed | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Jack's Mannequin | ] |
Imogen Heap puts it quite well.
Where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only
just begun to form
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking feeling
Spin me round again
and rub my eyes
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy
Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first
oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before
the takeover
the sweeping insensitivity
of this
still life
Blood and tears
They were here first
what d'cha say?
that you only meant well
well of course you did
what d'cha say?
that it's all for the best
of course it is
what d'cha say?
that it's just what we need
you decided this?
what d'cha say?
what did she say?
Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid sweet talk newspaper word cut outs (paper word cut outs)
Speak no feeling no I don't believe you (I don't believe you)
you don't care a bit
oh gloria... what are you doing?
oh philippines... what are we going to do with you?
oh college... when will you end? (whut!?) |
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| IPOD for zale |
[Dec. 30th, 2005|01:38 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | saves the gay! | ] |
if anyone wants to buy an ipod- a 20 gigabyte ipod- just leave a comment, email me (pinkcar55@yahoo.com) or teks me (0917-7917115). tis 14 thousand bucks negotiable. woohoo!
had a blast at chella's partey last night! happy birthday my dear chella!! too bad christian wasn't there. tsk tsk! sib, you were vegas hot... although that chocolate in front of you... so not cool. calde.... add anyone new to YM lately? *wink wink*
hellooooooooo veronica mars first season DVD! i loooffffff youuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!! veronica mars is the hottest thing since chocolate fountains. loffly! i will move to neptune, california and change my name to melissa venus. woohoo! loves it. yeah. yeah. i'm acting all crazed fan again, but whatever. i'm loving it. everyone should watch it. it's the best show you're not watching. yay!
that is all. buy ipod. yay! |
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| a (not really) open letter to a dickhead |
[Sep. 28th, 2005|06:54 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | frustrated | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Brandtson- Escapist (how apt.) | ] |
dear asswipe,
why are you such a dick? do you think you're something special? i've got news for you... you suck! i have no idea what goes on in that little conflicted mind of yours. i have no idea why it seems i'm the one who's always affected by your insecurities and stupidity. "hey! i think i'll be great to you this week and make it seem as if everything's all fine and dandy...oh but, no! wait! hang on a sec! i've just felt a tinge of wussiness and have decided to become cold, rude and annoying!" it's just sooooo typical. here i am being normal and thinking that everything's going great when you decide to clam up and be poster child for frikkin' shitbreaks. you know what? whatever the hell you're thinking, it isn't even true.
i am angry with you and i think you should crawl up your own ass and die. please don't talk to me until you're ready to be a man.
screw you. and your little friend too.
YAYYYYY!!!! glad i got that off my chest. now back to my philo paper. heehee. |
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| ooh. busy much? |
[Sep. 9th, 2005|09:13 am] |
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| | crappy | ] |
it's terrible.
i seem to be hating everything and everyone except a select few. and am especially hating one specific person. ulul mo, gunggong!
school is such a hassle. i want to sleep for a month and wake up an honor student. wow. congrats. my mind is a mess right now. i'm supposed to be writing my ruey article but am failing miserably.
why can't everything just be easy and simple. hmmm.... "coz the things you're scared of are usually the most worthwhile" hahaha. tamang el dork-o is the me. yay.
i lost 30 bucks to rieger today. hustler much? i am now a certified gambler. whoop-de-doo. congrats for gambling through the only card game i know, aka pusoy dos. harhar. self-deprecating humor is the only thing that is keeping me sane and miserable at the same time. i seem to loathe and love life in the process. hate is the way to go.
random ramblings are the yes. i haf crush. juanmig wanted me to put something barty here. so here it is. i haf crush. i want him to want me. for all that i am. i. hope that you will try to understand. do you feel the same. do you feel the same. he is the cutest dork. yep, he's a dork, whom i laugh at a lot. hahaha! i will regret putting this down a month from now (or less) but what the hell. i am sawa with him but not. i want to see him everyday, but i don't. i want to talk to him everyday, but not really. i want to hang out with him every chance i get.... boo! this is crap! tamang senior syndrome lang eh! anubehtoh! jels and ads, sabayan niyo nga ako!!! jels, i now declare BG and kiddie champ lookalike is yours. adi.... MIKE. nuff sed. yay! it is now final. we are all happy. but not. harharhar! yay at congrats.
tama na nga yan. hahahaha! |
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| loves it |
[Jul. 27th, 2005|03:11 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | silence is queen here | ] |
narcissism, vanity, hedonism, putdowns, pride, emo-ness and shallowness....these people were/are genius.
"It is better to be beautiful than to be good, but it is better to be good than to be ugly"
-Oscar Wilde
"Society exists only as a mental concept; in the real world there are only individuals."
-Oscar Wilde
"Conversation about the weather is the last refuge of the unimaginative"
-Oscar Wilde
"Experience is the name every one gives to their mistakes."
-Oscar Wilde
"The only thing worse than being talked about is not being talked about."
-Oscar Wilde
"Only the shallow know themselves." (yiz!)
-Oscar Wilde
"Looking good and dressing well is a necessity. Having a purpose in life is not."
-Oscar Wilde
"I love talking about nothing. It is the only thing I know anything about."
-Oscar Wilde
"It is a curious fact that people are never so trivial as when they take themselves seriously"
-Oscar Wilde
"I don't want to earn my living; I want to live"
-Oscar Wilde
"When a love comes to an end, weaklings cry, efficient ones instantly find another love and wise already had one in reserve."
-Oscar Wilde
"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."
-Oscar Wilde
"Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth."
-Oscar Wilde
"How clever you are, my dear! You never mean a single word you say."
-Oscar Wilde
"I loathe narcissism, but I approve of vanity"
-Diana Vreeland
"If life gives you lemons, make some kind of fruity juice."
-Conan O'Brien
"Absolute silence leads to sadness. It is the image of death."
- Jean-Jacques Rousseau
YAY! loves it. |
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| terrible |
[Jun. 1st, 2005|07:44 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  FAT!!!! | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | raindrops (and roses and cream colored kittens?) | ] |
oh god. i'm so frikkin' fat. we went to the chocolate sale today and i have officially realized how fat i am. i couldn't breathe in that frikkin' tube top. why can't the fat just make its way to either my boobs or my ass? geez. gross. starvation diet time.
can't believe i haven't written since january. btw, speaking of my january entry, it's gone waayy past rebound status. the girl's pregnant. that ho. harhar. kidding. not really. but yeah. bitter, much? i've therefore decided to set my sights on Gaudio. can't let the mastaplan of not working and marrying a pro tennis player be ruined. yay!
school's starting again! argh! finished my internship at F. twas actually fun! tiring, but fun. the people were really nice. i got to work with angel, amanda and daphne (boys, yes, you may now die of jealousy). got free stuff, got to watch how everything worked and met a whole buncha people. yay! now it's over and it's off to school. boo. senior year. my final year. what the heck am i going to do???? must. study. hard.
i miss surfing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! didn't surf once this summer vacation. although, i did get to go to Bohol and Bora (twice!) yay! then again, i pathetically desperately wanna surf. boo! |
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| new loves and breakups... |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|03:44 am] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | crushed | ] |
oh lleyton...why oh why have you moved on without me?? yep...lleyton has a new girlfriend for the many of you who don't really care. the good news? i guess he traded up....
the ex....a.k.a. tennis star "kim clijsters"
were together for 5 years, engaged for 1 year, broke up 4months before the wedding.
the new (rebound) chick....a.k.a. aussie actress "bec cartwright"
dating since december 2004, known each other for 5 years
 
the old and the new. hello...i am bitter ocampo!
will it last? i guess until he meets me. harharhar. i loff you lleyton! i crush you forever!
what else...i am also sad about the split of Mr. and Mrs. Pitt....why oh why must you split up?!?! you are the hope of beautiful couples all over the world! if you're not together, all hope is lost....please get back together. please realize you are made for each other. tear.... |
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| thuper cool |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|09:04 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  silly | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | northstar- rigged and ready | ] |
WOOHOO!!!!
SIB WON! WOOHOO! I'M THUUPER HAPPY FOR HIM!!! PARTY! PARTY! PARTY!
...oh no....now you'll really hafta go to malls during closing hours na lang. how terrible. tell your agent na you're allowed to hang out with us pa. we still need you around to stop us from eating.
anyhoo, woohoo! i will watch you forever, you celebrity, you! time to make people jealous of you coz you're better than them. harhar. |
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| kill me |
[Nov. 2nd, 2004|10:16 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | the new the used album | ] |
oh god. school again tomorrow. i hate it. i don't like school. i haven't even gotten over the first semester and here i am about to enter a new one. fuckin-a.
sembreak was super bitin. read how many books, beached once...haliparot-ed one guy ... partied twice or thrice? i don't even remember. crap. everything's a blur. i think i need more time to meditate. must...not...go...to....school.
i think i'm PMS-ing again. i wanna yell at everyone. arrrgh...hafta stop listening to the used. |
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